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Post by Mako on Sept 19, 2008 19:01:52 GMT -5
I'm barely going to be on the computer anymore.
I want to pick up my studies and lately, I don't feel like wanting to live. Long story, but has nothing to do with others. Also, I'm trying to get a transfer to an amazing high school called Regis and it's in New York.
So yea... I'll try to get on, but I don't know.
So I have to pick up my studies, but I don't feel like wanting to live anymore. Sorry all, I'll try to get on when I can.
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Post by Skipper Of Sea Otters on Sept 19, 2008 22:21:01 GMT -5
Not wanting to live!?!?!*slap* That is absolutely no way to talk matey....Im confused...we talkin RL or RP? Im purty sure you wouldnt mean RP....matey just hold yer head up high and Slap anybody that gets in your way....There no need to think that you dont wanna live anymore. If you need time away from the Site thats fine.
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Post by Mako on Sept 20, 2008 8:55:09 GMT -5
Your posts always make me laugh. Oh, BTW... *Slap*
And my really good friend has been trying to talk me out of it, its slightly working but I still haven't completely changed my mind. What I'm dealing with is:
Not caring about anything anymore
I went from A's and B's in school to D's because I don't feel like studying too much even though I want to get into Regis.
I don't care if people make fun of me anymore
I'm basically depressed for no reason.
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Post by Skipper Of Sea Otters on Sept 20, 2008 11:09:29 GMT -5
Well Remember...we all go through some sort of depression in our lives. For whatever reason it is we go through it...Think of it as a tunnel...aight....first everything is hunky dory then ye see a problem ya go through it and its dark and noisy. Ya think..man this'll never end...If stick with the rails and dont stop and give up in the tunnel theres gonna be bright light at the end of it...you might even go through another tunnel...but ya gotta stick with it! Dont go do anything Stupid!
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Post by Mako on Sept 20, 2008 13:12:57 GMT -5
Thanks, Skip. I'll try to get out of this depression... It's hard though. Like you said, it feels like it'll never end... I hate it...  Thanks though, Skip... I really appreciate the pep talk. ;D |
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Post by Skipper Of Sea Otters on Sept 20, 2008 16:22:22 GMT -5
Just dont do anything stupid like jump off the rails while your in the tunnel. If you know what i mean.....
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Post by Mako on Sept 20, 2008 18:27:26 GMT -5
Im not going to commit suicide. I just dont see a point to live. It's like Im hanging on by a thread.
Dont worry, I wont kill myself, though Im going through a depression... It sucks and I wish it would end. Soon.
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Post by Skipper Of Sea Otters on Sept 20, 2008 22:15:14 GMT -5
Well like i said Hang in there. I suggest you take some time off for a while and clear your head...as much im im sure you dont wanna hear it school has to come first and whatever it is your depressed about perhaps ye should confront it and talk it over with somebody.
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Post by Mako on Sept 21, 2008 7:34:16 GMT -5
Yea... I'll probably only go on the computer an hour a day, maybe even just weekends. Though, I don't want to tell anyone, because I don't want them to worry about me...
I don't know. We'll see what I do.
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Post by Scarlet on Sept 21, 2008 21:15:15 GMT -5
I have short little depression stages at least twice a month. Its sad. I always think that I am never going to be good enough a dancer to get into NYCB, and then I get depressed about it. I feel like just giving up on everything.....
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